Sache Agua

Wow, livejournal, i love you.  Here i am again, 25 and still pretty immature.  Happy thanksgiving, i hope everyone had a wonderfuk night with great food family, i did, awesome food.  My pumpkin bread wasnt that popular, but it wasnt my idea ot make it anyways. When i cook it is the shit, when it is a recipe that i find and i make. 

 

 

 peace out bitches

I had a great day yesterday, i got my car back and it works even better, even the stuff that i didnt have repaired seem to be magically kicking ass again. Had thai from the best place, but its a secret...

I had cold stone, its pretty overrated i think

Ive been listening to the Queen Tribute cd a lot, flaming lips do bohemian rhapsody(sweet) but im pissed about joss stone covering under pressure, they should of just put the MCR/the used version of it, that's sweet. Trying to find the new spill canvas to download somewhere online, but i cant find it yet :( Its really good, they have some new songs from it on purevolume.

I also was this close(picture me placing my thumb and pointer near each other but not touching) to paying standard federal bank $180 in overdrafts...shahaa, right, and monkeys might fly out of my butt. But i spoke with someone really cool at a different branch and she said just dont do it again. They gave me back the bullshit money i was supposed topy them, and now i can buy the sweet ass posters from ebay that i won

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=7531943001&category=104672&ssPageName=WDVW&rd=1

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=7531941298&category=104672&ssPageName=WDVW&rd=1

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=7531942975&category=104672&ssPageName=WDVW&rd=1

i already won mine, so dont htink you can be a sneaky bastard and outbid me, the guy just has a whole bunch, so he just reposts them everytime an auction ends.
No rent due at the end of this month, sweet. I dont know why i get days away and this day and age and standard of living confused..i dont know why the names arent all THAT similar and they dont even sound taht much alike.

My grandma also promised that if i get my degree she will buy me a new car, but we shall see if she really means it or not, i guess she wouldnt of said it if she wasnt going to do it.

Peace out

ps matt i hoe you had a fun burthday bro, i still have to buy you something.

Just cleaning my room, listening to my computer. I cleaned my keyboard for the first time in what is probably 5 yrs...gross. Orgo is the best it ever has been, out of the like 10 times ive taken it...so thats not saying that much. I havent missed a class yet, so thats good. I think we scared steve away, but that's cool....he stopped sitting by us. Cedar village is still a piece of crap, and so is my car. It is ready atleast now, after $1400 worth of repair..um, thanks Sal..i think. I like how no one writes in this anymore, it used to be the epicenter of our teenage lives, and the only person left pretty much (writing regularly) is Chris Lee, not that i don t like seeing his pictures and reading about what hes up to.

My hair is getting long, but i dont want to get a haircut because i am a cheap jew, it is so well ingrained, it sickens me. I hopefully get my car back on monday, just in time to drive myself to targay, doing the same job i was doing when i was 16..lol, kinda funny i suppose. I'm really excited about the new cds out and coming out, new coheed in like 2 monthes, tell us the damn story already...I went to best buy and i felt bad that i never buy cds anymore, so ispent just like 25 bux, i got SSTB, coheed cause i dont have a real copy. Acually, i no longer have a burnt copy either, that was in my book of cds that got stolen when i was a gimp on my crutches..thanks east lansing. Thanks DTN. SO i got the coheed cd, and i got a real copy of matchbook romance cause i love that cd. I almost bought the bravery cause Matt said they are good...it was only $7.99, but i ended up not getting it. A girl that works there came up to me, i was at like the up and coming artists endcap, and shes like, "this band is sooooooawesome" as she pointed to the new relient K. So i said to her, "Idont listen to minority bashing christ propaganda..."

No, i didnt really say that, i really do like them, and they arent like one of the pushy christian bands, they are just proud and enjoy what they do, now especially that they are rockin TRL next to...ugh, MCR. I fucking hate that shit, though i guess i have no right to, its the age old concept, what makes a poser, was i a poser at one point, am i a poser now? All i want to say about this is that i find them a lot less interesting now that Helena is #1 on TRL. I was so happy to have such an amazing little band, like my own little naughty pet, all to myself. I just feel like my music always just gets raped from me..."MY music" lol. The music i like can be attributed to the world around me, what i find from looking for bands, my friends, my girlfriend. I can name a bunch of bands that i wouldnt be listening to if not for alex, eric, matt, jessie, megan, emily...etc, i have enough humility to admit this though a lot of people on the "scene" do not. I hate "the scene." lol. Im not even a part of it anymore, i rarely go to shows, i dont dress in my hoodies and go to the coffee shop. Thats all that really matters is like enjoying great music with friends and meeting new people and having a good time. But the irony of it all is that i hate all the trendos that only listen to what they are told. I guess it is a thin line between poser and punk polymath. I wish that i could be 18 again...wow, we were so lucky. We didnt even know what we had. SUch fucking innocence and irresponsibility...it's comforting. Life just gets so fucking complicated as you get older, its only been 3-4 yrs since i was 18, and it feels like a decade. My brother has a kid that walks and talks, i am a super senior in college, i am in a real relationship, which is actually one of the best things going on for me right now, sometimes i think i would be screwed without jess, but i dont tell her that, she has enough power over me already, heh. Im so proud of her she lost like 30lbs on weight watchers, and i know that i need to get my fatass into a gym and eat better, but for some people its just not that simple, although it should be. I really should try to write in this more often, i think it would be very therapeutic, even if no one is reading, moreso for myself, it seems as if i am talking less to myself, as i find myself doing very often now, and more like there are friends listening. Because i deserve this courtesy for the way ive acted(sarcasm). People tell you that nothing in this world is beyond redemption...but i wonder. I wonder if people that say that ever had a relationship with another human being. They say it's easier said then done, and this time i agree with what "they" say, bu i guess everything in life must be taken in steps. And i am the only one that can will my foot to step infront of me. Im sorry. For such a supposed amicable human, im not doing a good job. You should fire me. I guess ive already been fired. Start another fucking countdown...

Smile when you feel the sunlight.
Snails see the benefits, the beauty in every inch, why oh why are you quick to kiss, ill touch you once you make the first move.

snails see the benefits, the beauty in everything

I am worth $2,361,002.00 on HumanForSale.com


sweet.

go to www.maniatv.com, its sweet. Props to chris lee for telling people about it.

i love you so fucking much



:)

ill clean your hat

i made a new painting


http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?iauca05jmcc

justin left zebrahead for that i hate kate shit...i dont know how i feel about this yet...

justin mauriello, lead singer for zebrahead and i hate kate!

"Zach you crazy man how are ya??
Really glad you like the new band...it's fun as shit man. I've been making
music with the same folk for eight years and it's really exciting to try new
things with new peeps...it's kinda like fuckin the same chick for years and
memorizing the routine...then, getting a smoker from an eighteen year old that
doesn't speak English...you know? Ha...We just got back from the Reno show with
My Chem and the Used, what a show...it was only our second show and it was a
fucking arena. That makes me laugh. Keep in contact...hope things are well. Say
hi to the gang for me-
ps. Can you believe the Dime Bag Darrell shit??? This world's fucked!
Justin"


I love that man!!

So don't apologize. I hope you choke and die.
Search your cell for something with which to hang yourself.
They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven
but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.

Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to
And everyone's caught on to everything you do (And I can't let you, let me down again.)
Everyone's caught on to (And I can't let you, let me down again)

So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

anyone else agree that landon is the biggest pussy ever to grace television?

Ive never gotten so sick from drinking in my entire life, take it this way, its 3:47pm and im still in pain. I must of woke up 10 times just from stomach and head pains, and then this morning when i woke up i puked bu there was like nothing in my stomach cause the food and alcohol got digested already so i was basically dry-heeving(sp) oh ya, luckily something did come out...BLOOD. And now it hurts to talk and swallow and my head still hurts. I guess thats why you dont fuck around with the bacardi 151...I was fine last night though, and i felt so good and it was great. That shit is seriously poison.

One time i hired a monkey to take notes for me in class, i would just sit there with my mind a complete blank while the monkey scribbled on pieces of paper. At the end of the week the teacher said, "class, I want you to write a paper using your notes." So i wrote a paper that said, "Hello, my name is bingo. I like to climb on things. Can i have a banana? Eeek Eeek!!!!" I got an F. When i told my mom about it she said, "I told you never trust a monkey!"

the end

So im an imbecile, my moms a jewel theif, my uncle is a perv, and grandpa is misogynistic, my brother is an automaton, i am the family whore, my stepmom is a sellout, my other uncle is a pseudo-debutant in denile, both of my aunts are cracked out of their skulls, both my mother and grandmother are paranoid agoraphobics on meds(which surprisingly works against their relationship)...and my father....

well, hes certainly not lethargic, he is always working, perhaps more oblivious...no no, he knows what going on in the world...lets just say he has selective hearing and only pays attention when applicable. Sometimes when im on the phone i could say anything and get the same response..."Ya so i have herpes" or, "Aliens gave me an anal probe and made me bleed", or "I got married in vegas" ...well you get the picture, and same response, "Oh thats great zachy" while searching through papers and probably on a second phone saying this to me. He doesnt hear a word i say i think, nor does he remember things that he has heard from me.

My grandpa made a speech at the holocaust museum yesterday, it was nice i got to hear about all the terrible things that happened to him, and ive been telling people stories being a complete downer. Its funny ve learned more about my family the past couple years than i have ever known, good and bad things. Maybe i am just now mature enough to understand everything. And i find it very hardf to sift through the bullshit to the facts. So anyways i heard more tragic stories this weekend than i think i ever had, saddly that shit really doesnt have happy endings, people didnt meet up with their lost loved ones at the end, people did not live happily ever after with the person they were truly in love with, having to settle with what was available simply for survival. Its actually quite trajic and depressing so to learn more go to the museum in west bloomfield, its free and theres lots of shit in there to check out.


On a lighter note, my room is now clean thanks to my lovely nubian queen. Almost 11 monthes now, and i havent jumped ship. *thumbs up* Hopefully ill be saying the same thing next nov/dec :), and i expect to. I feel bad for people that dont have someone that they honestly care about to sleep with. Its the greatest feeling ive ever experienced in the (roughly) 18 yrs i can remember. And im not talkign about sex...ya that is good..its great actually, but even better than that is laying with someone and having another person there with you to touch or do anything and fall asleep knowing that they are there, and will be there in the morning. It makes life twice as good because its almost as if i am being given to brains, two bodies to experience life through. Its kinda hard to explain but its like all of a sudden i am no longer this one lone person, i am now two people. I have a second brain that is astoundingly similar to mine to experience and guide life for me. It is really hard to find someone that you care about cause there are just so many retards out there, but i guess if it were so easy then maybe it wouldnt be as special....well, nm, it would still be as good, and actually that way everyone can be happy. The world would be a much better place.

I went out for pizza last night with my grandma, my uncle david, and my sister (and some of davids friends), anyways, on the ride home we were discussing my direct family history, (mom dad, brother sister and me) and he said that tonight(last nights pizza) is what i always envisioned family to be. No fighting no screaming, no scenes, no imbarrassment(im paraphrasing of course), just fun times, with healthy discussions, no criticism, no hate. And unfortunately growing up it was never liek that for my family. It was hard to get through a dinner without some sort of altercation. And apparently, at the time i was conceived, my parents didnt even talk anymore. It was new years, which makes sense my bday is sept 30th...how does that work two people that hate each other, though married, hey lets "hang out" cause its new years...You would think that finding out you were an accident would have some sort of negative effect, well not really, im just glad to be here honestly. Its just sad to think that people that clash as much as my parents would stay together so long. Thinking about all of their selfimage problems and dependence needs sort of gives me a visual, a metaphor for their relationship, when i think about how they used to fight they were both like negative ends of a magnet, (i say negative and not positive for obvious reasons) but even though they repel one another, they still draw energy from the same sorce just like magnets, and in their case it was each others self image. Maybe another analogy would be lobsters in a bucket, cant climb out, with every word they said to each other, it may have pushed one up, but was quickly followed by the other pulling back down...i guess they were never able to climb out of that proverbial box, which is in fact a metaphor for their entire marriage, not just self-image. I guess the point is to make sure that its the right person before fully commiting everything you are to them, especially in a legal binding contract, otherwise you will just be two lobsters in a bucket...




Hope everyone had as interesting thanksgivings as mine :)

quick note though, i am humble enough to admit that my upbringing was a utopia compared to others, i never forget how bad life can be. I was never hit, raped, abused, and my parents didnt drink or use drugs(well excessively lol, everyone is entitled to SOME fun). I guess i could of been worse, where i was 9 listening to my parents scream at each other, my grandma was 9 and got the shit beat out of her from a german officer with a hose and had her arm dangling from its caritilage and sockets for like half a year...what crime did she commit?? lol, well the dumb bitch dared to hide an extra slice of bread...im not sure if this was before or after she watched her family get burned to death right infront of her...

Yup i had it pretty bad i suppose.

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matts personal info on a zebrahead messageboard :)


First Name :: Matt
Last Name :: Rosenthal
Age :: 22
Location :: Farmington Hills
Occupation :: Student at Michigan State University
Hobbies :: Zebrahead, Zebrahead, Zebrahead and oh! did I mention Zebrahead. Plus ya know tv and being a ladies man! Nope I lied...I dont really watch that much tv

I am kind of excited, i am getting a brand new bed delivered tomorrow, but i dont know what to do with my old bed, its still a great bed, since ive had it ive heard nothing less than, "Zach has the most comfortable bed ever." I don t know if i should sell it, or save it...i guess it would be nice to have an extra queen bed lying around when i have my own place. But...theres so many memories in that bed, it will be hard to let go, but i guess i let go of my bed room in the house last year and some of the most important moments to me happened in there, plus it was just a badass room. It was huge, and looked awesome in candle light, and the window was perfect for just looking up at the night sky, or just sit and watch the rain,

now its more like a cell, my room, cause the window is a terrible view not to mention its like behind my desk, and i have to keep the blinds closed cause everyone can see in, its the only way i can chill with a beer at my computer in my birthday suit.

something funny, to show you how much of a procrastinator i am, i am still in the middle of to kill a mockingbird, which i began at the beginning of august...i just dont have time for it. But i think sometimes, you just have to make the time, especially when its such a great book. I think just because i can set it aside that it is the right thing to do, but the book is not gonna finish itself. Maybe i should set some time aside just for reading, ya know.

New hotness is jimmy eat world, the used, simple plan, sum 41, straylight run, denver harbor...there's too many cds to keep up, and if ur wondering, the new good charlotte is worth a listen, honestly, i am enjoying it, i havent listened to simple plan yet...im a skeptic now to all of the super mainstream types, but, GC is pretty good, and they are really sad cause the rest of the punk world hates them, other bands made fun of them and belittled them at warped this summer, and no one would talk to them... :( they cant help...wait, they sorta can, but.

who does gwen think she is doing a solo album, fuck you, 15 yrs of hard work with your band and you want a solo album...?? give me a break.

Happy almost 21st birthday to one of my best friends on the planet, Adam. Oct 25th, buy him a beer. Tomorrow night is an 80s party at ryans, 519 cedar vill, building 323(apt next to mine) they usually have really good beer and most of them are very cool people, so if you find yourself being like, what the hell am i doing and why arent i drunk enough, go hang out there.

less than 4 hours till i am 21, bitch!

the new used is liek the best cd right now